So last night on our way home from a friends, I was thinking, that I have changed quite a bit since I moved to Cali. Some minor things would be I didn't like Taco Bell before and now I do, and I never wore pink and now I do...not all the time, but more than I used to and I don't hate it as much. And I joked with Missy that she's corrupting me, but she's not. I guess that's all part of growing up. I know when I was younger I thought Power Rangers were DA BOMB and now it's just like omg how did I like that, the acting was crappy and the effects were just as bad, but they are worse now. And I'm sure in 10 years I'm gonna look back and be like OMG I WORE that or liked this or that, or acted like that. California has matured me, and well I can't give all the credit to moving, I mean the move helped mature me more. Because I realized that your time with people really is short and you never know when they're gonna move away or you're gonna move away.

It's just like my friends in Esky, yes I love them to death, and life would of been boring without them and they're my best friends. But we all move on and grow up, not saying you're not my friends and that I don't want you to be my friends, because I do. But we grow apart and I hope that in 5 years I can still call you a friend, we may not be the best of friends, because hell I'm in Cali and you're not. But I don't really know the point to this journal, I guess I just need to say what's on my mind.

I feel like I'm going against my old ways, but I'm not, I'm just growing up. Right??? I mean everyone changes. But yeah what's up, up to date. Missy is going to see AFI tomorrow with a friend, and one of my friends is coming, YES I have a friend we're gonna watch LJ together, maybe a movie or something, but it should be fun. I hope!!!

OH yes i can't wait to get my tattoo with my sisters, whenever that will be. OH and I'm thinking that maybe when i go to visit I wanna get a tattoo, but I don't know if i'll have the cash, Mindy knows someone who does it kinda cheap. So yeah HOOK ME UP!!!